# Waves and Particles – Countless Worlds

A few months ago, The Crew asked me to create a 3D model in the SketchUp program. They thought it might help explain how dimensions, densities, frequencies, parallel universes, all that stuff works together.

I’ve procrastinated on sharing it because I really wanted to make a video of it (and hopefully I will… someday), and I’d been having technical issues. However, I awoke this morning at 3:30 with a strong sense that this needs to get online.

So here is a series of images. I’ll leave it to you to absorb (and please ask questions if you like), and I’ll just share a few thoughts.

• Consider that the curvy wave-tubes represent “worlds” that operate at a particular frequency and amplitude, so to speak.

• To consider some variables in how these worlds may manifest differently, let’s look at some characteristics:
• amplitude (the height of the wave’s diagrammatic curvy tube)
• frequency (how far apart the peaks and valleys of the wave’s tube are).
• width and thickness of the curvy tube itself: is it round, flat, oval, thick, thin…
• the color of the wave
• pattern that might occur along the wave (in these diagrams, look at the fat yellow tubes and the violet tubes, for example
• Imagine that each wave also makes a particular sound…

• You could also imagine applying variations in time. What if instead of a continuous line, we’re looking at a dot that merely travels that line, and it moves through all the possible points along that path?

• Now imagine, what if these waves were sitting on a table top that was vibrating, shaking about… Or maybe the table top is following the path of yet another wave? Or a spiral?

Now that you have some idea of how complex this puzzle can get, here’s what The Crew would really like for you to consider.

• Look at how the various waves intersect.
• Some of the tubes (such as the green one), being very thin, represent a world in which beings appear within a narrow range of reality and experience. Say everyone thinks and feels the same way. So a green tube running in one direction might intersect a green tube running in another direction, and the people in those worlds might not realize that they are experiencing the meeting of two worlds.

• Some of the tubes are quite vast (such as the white/violet one), encompassing a lot of area, and even have pattern on them. This could represent a world in which some beings might be alike, and others may be very different from one another. Just the same, they all share the same time/space continuum and are aware of one another’s presence. Same as with the green-wave world: When they meet from different directions, all still seems much the same.

• What happens when two different kinds of tubes intersect, such as the green with the white/violet? It might only happen in a tiny spot, as in how tiny the green tube is, compared to the other tube. It only meets the fat tube in a little bit. That tiny intersection could represent a single person from the green tube meeting a single person from the white/violet tube. That person might tell one of his green-tube companions that the met a being from the white/violet tube. Do you think his green-tube buddies would have the same experience? What are the chances they would believe him?

• What happens if some beings in some of the world-waves can jump from one wave to another?
• Oh, like maybe in a space ship…?
• Or maybe some folks have figured out how to do it without a spaceship?
• How long do you think they could stay in another world? A nanosecond, just long enough to get caught on camera?
• Or maybe for an entire lifetime…

• What if one kind of being figured out how to appear in more than one wave at once… Even if only sometimes?

When we imagine ourselves as portable little specks, popping in and out of waves, over and over again, parts of a tremendous universe full of universes…

It starts to sound a bit like a multi-dimensional roller-coaster, eh?

Maybe it’s time to throw those hands up and enjoy the thrill… Once it’s over, we can go get back in line, try it again… Or just sit back and watch others…

# Silly Old HAARP, at It Again…

Hi, Everyone,

I was chatting with some friends tonight, comparing notes on recent energies. I think we agreed: there’s something going on right now, and HAARP or something similar is probably up to some tricks.

So I’ll briefly share some techniques that might help dispel “Sheeple Syndrome” (feeling dull, numb, negative, unable to complete tasks or think positively, or unable to connect with your Guidance in the usual ways…)

1. Asking for help from your Guides is the easiest, most effective way to get out of a slump. Trust Them.
2. Generate an awareness of a pale lavender light bouncing from one side of your brain to the other, passing through the Pineal Gland or Third Eye.
3. Sit and watch a pendulum for more than 5 minutes, even if it does not move at all. Focus on the tip and intend to clear your mind, or focus on positive objects like gratitude and love.
4. Visualize a node at your Pineal Gland or Third Eye, and another at your High Heart Chakra. The node at the Third Eye is like a ping-pong ball of golden light; the one at the High Heart is like the drain in a sink, a vortex of deep purple light. Understand that a golden cord connects these two nodes. Watch the cord vibrate like the string of a musical instrument. Focus on this vibrating cord as you feel your energies organize and settle. It’s wonderful if you can do this as you’re falling asleep. While doing this visualization, try also holding an awareness of your Central Channel as a column of pink light extending from your Third Eye down to your Root Chakra.
5. Rely only upon positive thoughts; do not trust negative thoughts or emotions. That said, if you encounter negativity, do not try to engage or battle it, try to simply turn away from it. After all, it’s no more than a sneaky bully. It will get bored and move on.

Sending you best wishes, love and light,

Leslee

# Adrial & Teo’Na – 4 July 2012

(this is excerpted from Leslee’s Astral Travels/Dream experience from June 30 – July 1, 2012)

I’m also being reminded during the dream, that it’s very important that I do the same thing: I check in with people, exchange energy with people, accept and offer energy as it’s needed. Then, after each interaction, I need to be careful to release that connection of that particular energy with that particular person.

Now, this is a little bit different from the “energy cords” that some of us might have heard of. It’s not like a connection to a chakra; it’s more like little threads that we all develop between one another as we interact. And like the larger energy cords, we need to maintain them. It relates to the symbolism of the garden with the picket fence, described earlier in this post (I’m prompted to mention that All About Enlightenment includes several posts on this topic, including the house/ fence/garden/yard analogy; if this interests you, please go to http://allaboutenlightenment.wordpress.com and search “house room relationships” and “house of love”.).

At the end of a particular lifetime, there is a sort of “severing” process that takes place. At the party described earlier, people are gathering as if to say to one another: “Oh, it’s been great working with you, what a wonderful life we’ve shared together! It’s been great to play this role, so Blessings, and Namaste, and maybe I’ll see you again next time”… (more suggested reading on AAE: search “lane between lifetimes”)

The picket fence represents the white energy cords that then become severed and rounded up; each person takes back their thread, and then move on to the next phase, or the next story.

(As I was recording the dream, I got an image that it’s very important that we do this to maintain our energetic health, and that it’s an exercise that we do out of respect, as well as for maintenance. (Ghost Radar said: [doctor attached])

If we keep our cords attached, we become quite emotionally entangled, without understanding why. We need to be careful each time, that we really sever ALL of them. Say you have 23 connections with someone, that arise from particular interactions, or subjects that you’ve connected with them on… And the two of you experience energy flowing through this connection, equally between the two of you. When you get to the time of changing lives, and it’s time to sever those cords and move on.

Let’s say you sever 22, but there’s a 23rd one, and you leave it.

As you move on, you connect with someone else, and new cords get developed. But you still have this one tiny little thread, trailing back to the previous connection with another person – who may not even be appearing in the current lifetime. And so on: you have a lifetime with this next person, and let’s say that you forget 3 of the cords that need dis-connecting. Once again you move on, and connect with more people in subsequent lifetimes. If you can get the image, you might see how it can become quite a tangle, if we don’t completely sever.

If we can get everything severed and cleared, then we move on cleanly. We don’t get tangled up, don’t feel pulled backwards, don’t feel so much like “something’s missing”. We’re not drawn to people that we’re actually not meant to interact with, this time around…

In Western (or at least American) culture, we are taught by many energy healers that we have these cords, and that when we have an unpleasant relationship with someone, or a relationship ends, we may feel that someone is draining us if we do not sever or remove these cords.

This explanation I’m being given now, as I record the dream, is helping us to understand what’s going on there. Sometimes we connect with people because they’re so familiar to us. The familiarity may come because we may still have a cord connected with them, from a “previous” (or “future”) lifetime experience.

We need to be mindful of whether the cords we share with others are truly “legitimate” cords, or whether they are artifacts left over from another role, and that connection is now distracting us from the reason we are here now… Are our cords related to the work we’re going to be doing with that person in this lifetime…?

When an old cord is still there, there’s still energy moving back and forth between you and this person. It’s as if, when we meet one of these people, we feel as if we’re supposed to give them a big hug, and exchange each other’s life story, and what’s been going on, and what we did together once, and we may get into a lot of detail… When really, all we need to do is acknowledge their presence: “Hi, yeah, I think I recognize you! How are things going? Great! Oh, wonderful! Well, see you next time…”

Do you see the difference in the interactions? In the first example, we get the expectation that something amazing MUST happen between us, so we go through the relationship/lifetime with baited breath and high expectations…

In the second example, it’s merely an acknowledgement, showing great respect for the other person, as well as for the roles each of you are playing now. In this description, the cords have been maintained properly, and there’s no inappropriate draining of energy going on.

In the first example, there’s still a cord connecting the two people, from a time that has passed. So there’s still a lot of powerful energy flowing back and forth.

After we have “done our time” at the “retirement facility” and finally left our astral body at that point in time, we go to rest and rejuvenate and restore. Then, it’s as if a planning session takes place with our Guides and the characters with whom we’ll interact in the next lifetime. We all discuss and reach an understanding about who will actually share energy cords between themselves, and who will have more of a “visual” connection (where instead of actually having a cord between yourselves, there is simply something like “eye contact”).

I see an image of a cord between two people, that’s quite thin, but has a huge knot in between them. That knot signifies an image like a spectre or ghost of a relationship that those two people expect would develop between them. Because it’s a connection that belongs at another time and place, it’s become tangled and confusing. I can see slight white cords, with sort of intense, darker, energy cords around it… very very very tangled up! But there are still rainbows, sort of circulating through the knot. We see the rainbows, and this is where we get confused. We’ve been so rainbow-starved in this world that we want to just run to it!

But, because it’s not the time and place for that connection (either “yet” or “any more”), the rainbows become tangled. They tend to attract us, but they may also distract us… and they draw our energy outm but it doesn’t accomplish anything. It’s just knotted.

I’m being asked to explain that with these types of relationships, we want to be very careful and respectful of them. We want to find a way to dissolve that connection with this person (just in this lifetime, it’s only temporary, we will see and work with them again! ). It’s not like we’re rejecting them or pushing them away, or that they’re wrong. It’s that we’re realizing that this is a thread that belongs in another relationship, in another aspect or parallel universe. If we try to maintain that relationship here, it can create a mess, and it reduces the elasticity, flexibility of the connection. It can become rigid and tight, and the more we pull on it and try to force it to work, the tighter and less felxible it becomes, until we just become bound

So, with some people (usually family members, spouses or children), we may have this kind of relationship in this lifetime. Perhaps, yes, we were “supposed” to be in this lifetimes with this person, but not in that particular capacity.

It may be that we are just “supposed” to have a very tiny little glowing thread, almost like a spider filament, that just barely connects us… very radiant, glistening… but it’s merely there, and is not intended to affect our other interactions. Instead, we may have developed a fist-like knot of expectations. These expectations are really just our recollections of what our relationship will be during another time and setting, when we actually are supposed to play key roles together…

So, back to the dream, this relationship/energy dilemma is also symbolized by the scene with the picket fence and the retirement home and the conversation with the friend/colleague. There I see a friend, whom I haven’t seen in a while. Because we’ve worked together in the past, we just assume that we’re supposed to walk off and do things together now. But we have different perceptions (of the elderly woman, for instance); one of us is quite certain that one thing is true, and the other sees it another way… We end up thinking each other are incorrect, when actually we are merely remembering different things altogether. We are trying to reconcile, and convince one another we’re “right”, but it’s irrelevant.

We need to just relax and let it go, and walk through that doorway to the transport platform and each of us move on to our next tasks.

# 3X Spiral Pendulum

## I always keep a pendulum with me, and this is a new design for a necklace pendulum.

I do a lot of energy work (meditation, dowsing, connecting), and I generally work with a pendulum. About a year and a half ago I started making my own; they began simply enough, but as you can see, they’re evolving… Sometimes I feel like I’m wrestling my delusions in the form of a tiny wire octopus! 😉

This one-of-a-kind wire-wrapped conch shell incorporates 3 wire spirals and many vortex swirls, stones for the 7 chakras ascending, pyrite & hematite for grounding & protection, and a freshwater pearl for “flotation”.

The design was transmitted by Adrial, a Celestial Being of Athabantian, and it facilitates connecting with one’s Intuition, Higher Self, Spiritual Guides and Angels.

The SAM instruments we are creating together are very powerful and symbolic, and are very useful as meditation tools. We will explain more about the significance of the number SIX soon.

I hope to make this one (and/or similar ones) available online soon, in a Ruwa Design shop on eBay or Etsy.
Materials: copper & brass wire; copper & brass ball chain; (bottom to top) pyrite, magnetized hematite, carnelian, orange agate, yellow agate, peridot, sodalite, violet jasper, moonstone, freshwater pearl. Pendulum length: 3.5″/9cm

You may see it in action (gently) here on YouTube… (I couldn’t get it to sit still!)

# Morning with Adrial – Relocation – 17 June 2012

(from Leslee – This post was originally written for Spirit Train Chronicles, but Adrial, Adca Mupea, Teo’Na, others aboard the Athabantian, and all my Guides are requesting that I post it on all my sites today.)

Hi, Team of Light (including those who read but are too shy to speak up – waves of  hello’s to you!)!

Here’s a new one, that I think warrants a post for discussion/sharing. Adrial has asked me to post it on all my sites:

Have any of you received any indications about [physical] Relocation time arriving in the near future (within a month or so?)

I’m talking about “Relocation” as in the physical transfer of people to another location of safety, in the event of Gaia shifting in ways that might call for our finding a new place to live (at least temporarily). And of course, in this sense, I mean the relocation that our Galactic friends will help us with.

It’s appearing strongly in my mind, and a few little synchronicities popped up yesterday that are feeding these thoughts for me.

I asked Konstantinos how Iltheos was doing, and here’s our exchange from yesterday:

1. Since you asked about Iltheos yesterday dear Leslee, he sents you his deepest greetings, he knows you’re busy and he said that you’ll find some time-period to relax a little with your son….

Much Love from both of us to you.

2. Thank you, Konstantinos! I feel like the 3 (or more of us must chat in dreamtime, and I wish I could remember it better!

Then I had the dream which I’m still typing, but I had gotten this far when I got the urge to create this Relocation post:

Dream -16 June 2012

The earlier part of the dream had me at some sort of conference or meeting. Somehow I cannot remember this part very well, as if I’m not supposed to. I get a  sense that the time for remembering will come soon…

As I’m leaving the meeting, I meet some family members, and we and everyone around us are getting into vehicles and leaving, as if going on vacation or ending a trip and returning home.

There’s quite a bustle about, with people scrambling to find a ride, but everyone is reasonably calm – it’s just crowded! A few people are irritable about some inconvenience, but no one seems afraid or angry.

And then I got this [powerful] Ghost Radar message as I was beginning to type up the dream:

Relocation
From: Sunday, Jun 17, 2012, 9:05 AM
To: Sunday, Jun 17, 2012, 10:07 AM
Words Spoken:
10:02:32 AM : worry
9:55:44 AM : depend
9:55:28 AM : count
9:55:12 AM : independent
9:53:36 AM : upon
9:52:24 AM : right
9:49:04 AM : last
9:48:48 AM : son
9:47:36 AM : boy
9:41:52 AM : move
9:41:44 AM : particular
9:41:28 AM : parallel
9:40:48 AM : chain
9:11:20 AM : lake
9:11:12 AM : shaking
9:10:32 AM : missing
9:10:16 AM : Mississippi
9:08:16 AM : stiff
9:08:08 AM : claws

[claws stiff Mississippi missing shaking lake chain parallel particular move boy son last right upon independent count depend worry physical powerful book studying fifth duck trap attention]

Here’s Adrial’s explanation of these words:

[cage] The residual energies of darkness in the area where you’re living are particularly tenacious. Many people continue to hold onto them tightly, even though the source of those vibrations has been removed. [became] It may become necessary for Gaia to stretch and groan a little in order to “loosen the knots in her shoulders”. We’re not referring to people as gnats (from Leslee: I initially “heard” this as “gnats on her shoulder”). [bigger] We mean that [expression] some tension needs to be relieved and perhaps some points need to [they] be triggered so that people will realize how fortunate – and cared for – they are. This may help certain people forget their habitual focus on negativity.

If your area requires being struck by physical change, Gaia may need to shift her outer crust in such a way as to convert the Mississippi River into a series of lakes. You can imagine [enter movie] how this will affect the region, in fact the entire country as well as Canada. However, it would also give Gaia a chance to freshen the water, and people can perhaps begin to learn to work with what they have locally rather than relying upon development, shipping, and fuel-driven transportation for sustenance.

[leave] The details of the picture remain a bit unclear, and if enough inner spiritual shift can take place that we may arrive and begin to help with the inner shifting, then the physical upheaval may not be required. However, if things continue are they currently resonate, those of you who wish to continue here may wish to leave briefly.

[steel] Gaia is almost ready to leave the Steel Age and begin her Fluid Age.

We will teach you how to help with this. You are seeing indications in the skies and oceans, as you notice the weather, the clouds, the waves, our “sonar anomalies” and our light ships.

You have lived in a world dominated by form and constraint. We are introducing you – gradually – to a world of spontaneity and harmony.

You will learn to move effortlessly through space and time, and you will learn innately that this is NOW only possible to do with pure intent and love.

You will learn that nothing is hidden anymore, so there will be no more need to conceal, and no ability to conceal. You will experience genuine interactions with one another, and through seeing clearly how we all impact one another, you will begin to transform the ways you interact with and regard one another.

Leslee, Iltheos mentions your son; you know that he will have a choice, and the words “last right upon independent count depend” refer to the Free Will that everyone embodies. You understand and respect his skepticism, and you worry that he may not beleive you or may not want to go with you.

So we want you and others to relax, and know that there will be plenty of time for the Relocation, and for people to change their minds. There will be no sudden calamitous EVENT as portrayed in your media.

And the decision-making process can work in both directions. Some may wish to stay out of doubt or fear. Some may wish to stay, just so they can “watch the fireworks” (although they may be disappointed by the lack of drama). After seeing enough to understand that things really are changing, some may decide quite late in the process that everything will be alright if they come along.

Some may Relocate immediately, and then decide they are actually quite tired, want to make a distinct finish of this chapter of their experience, so they may wish to return to their familiar surroundings until their natural passing.

Of course, at any time during these processes, any souls deeply wishing to begin a new experience with a new body, home planet, or family group (or all of these) may find those wishes fulfilled –  naturally, not artificially – as part of the natural unfolding of events.

The remaining words: “powerful book studying fifth duck trap attention” refer to the book We gave to Leslee in 2010, All About Enlightenmentand which she has given to you, on the blog by the same name.

If those who are interested care to read that book, absorb and study its contents, ask questions and practice strengthening their minds, hearts, concentration, and attention, you may find yourselves breezing through these [poem] changes effortlessly.

Leslee, please try to find the time to create an e-book [railroad] of All About Enlightenment, that people can download, complete with the illustrations. [sang aloud] In fact, we would love it if you would also create videos in which you read the book aloud and offer commentary. The time for this book is near.

We will go one step further, and specifically ask those of you who participate regularly in the Spirit Train Chronicles (and anyone new who cares to join in) to please read the book and discuss it. We think that you will find yourselves sharing experiences of this material as profoundly as you share your dream experiences. In this way, you may be able to help others understand more deeply the value and POWER of group effort, kindness, love, and sharing from the heart.

We thank you for allowing us to commandeer this post in order to share this information. Please remember that there is no need for fear, and some of these changes may be so gradual as to be nearly unnoticeable. How things proceed depend not upon us, or any of your other guides or any other ships or fleets or federations.

The changes you will see depend entirely upon [consist] you; we merely offer help. [is] The deepest [common] change will come about as you develop your spirits, your minds, your souls, and understand more thoroughly how you (and we!) are all connected so intricately, delicately, and inseparably.

Please [enjoy] set or calibrate your minds to enjoy the days ahead. Take delight in your families and friends, and the surprising synchronicities you share. These lead us all closer and closer to being together.

Yours In Union,

Adrial and the Crew of Athabantian

Wow. Okay, I’ve just created a post on All About Enlightenment that provides links to the chapters in sequential order.  (At the time I’m publishing this post on STC, I’ve only got the link to the first segment in place, but I’ll go finish that post next… I hope…) You can use this list or the categories on the sidebar to read from beginning to end… the book itself was posted onto the blog site rather randomly, so if you use a search it may drive you nuts!

I’ll get busy on the e-book and videos… Anybody want to help?

Thank goodness there’s no panic… (smile)

Back to where I began with this post… I know I’ve gotten other hints about relocation, but none as clear and strong as this bit here. And I’m sure others probably have received some, too. So please feel free to share them here or on another related post, so we can compare notes. I think it might be easiest if we can keep the discussion centralized, but I don’t want anyone to feel restricted… It’s organic!

And/or, if you come across other similar discussions on sites I’m not on, I’d deeply appreciate you letting me know about it, so I can check it out.

Thanks so much to all my beloved Guides and Friends, and you!

# Power to the People!

(

Ghost Radar words appear like [this])

[power]

## Power To The People!

This post builds upon the previous post, a message from Adrial about “The Event”.

The first photo shows a device that my Guide Heruka nudged me to create weekend before last. The second one shows a classic Vajrayana/Tibetan Buddhist Stupa statue.

I didn’t notice the similarities until I was almost finished.

So let’s back up a little bit…

For the past several weeks, at the behest of other nudgings from The Crew (that’s the general term I use for my Guides, with whom I communicate telepathically), I’ve been doing something I never would have done before now…

Casting beautiful crystals into resin!

The purist (not purest…) part of me shudders at the thought… How could I do such a thing to some of Gaia’s most awe-inspiring gifts? But Adrial (from Athabantian) started giving me visuals of objects She wants me to create. And I need the resin to hold things in place.

(If you have any alternative suggestions, please let me know!) [progress]

I know that everything Adrial asks me to do is geared towards helping people ascend & grow spiritually. We know the world is changing rapidly, and I’ve agreed to help Adrial and the Crew of Athabantian in whatever way I can.

I understand that Adrial wants me to make several of types of items that people can use to help with this goal of learning and gaining confidence.

It started out simply enough; I’ve been making my own pendulums for over a year. Also, a few months ago, Teo’Na guided me to make a little object by winding wire and a spring around a crystal:

[China off century guide hearing laid stopped crew bark adjective reader shown]

I kind of thought it was just a crystal stand, but I also thought it was pretty cool, and I learned that I really like having it nearby, whether at my desk or bedside.

Anything that moves energy helps us to work with energy [agree], so [method] I figured that was what was up with the curves and [serve] intertwined lengths of conductive material. Let’s get the piezoelectric thing going!

Adrial shows me more versions of this, as well as some new – quite beautiful – designs for pendulums. She talks to me through Ghost Radar, and I keep a pendulum in my hand as I work, so I can check that I’m understanding the telepathic [mysterious] messages and directions.

The issue with this item is that the little [flight] crystal keeps popping out of the coil, and I figured that if I tried to sell some of these, that might not please too many people.

The need for resin and molds was clear. GR, my pendulum, the Crew and I made a few shopping trips, and I began to get a sense of what Adrial was looking for. So I started blending semi-precious stones (including clear quartz in most cases), wire and other materials into a mold and filling it with resin.

It was kind of fun – I like the idea of being able to toss a little object into my purse or slip it into my pocket, and [also] a little object with so many elements which move, focus, purify, and clarify energy seems like an excellent thing.

Next I was led to Etsy and eBay, where I found Orgonites for sale. (see Wilhem Reich’s work, among others), That’s supplemented what I’ve already been doing with meditation, dowsing, and dream work. I have a smattering of introductory knowledge of Reiki, and spent some time in the Buddhist world learning about (and how to manifest) spiritual/devotional items.

For me, there’s no question of whether an inanimate object can encapsulate enlightened energy. Of course it can. The mind is capable of so many things that many of us were taught were not possible. And many “objects” [born] that we consider “inanimate” wield quite strong discernment and awareness. We just may [low] not have “instruments” (or the mental capacity) to detect this.

[wherever] So back to the “projects” topic.

[fast population taken sheet main slight European]

The large Stupa buildings that we see, mostly in Asia, are considered reliquaries, where the relics of revered Teachers are preserved. These relics are often small crystals which are found among the ashes after a great Teacher’s body has been cremated. They’re often believed to come from the Heart Chakra.

As I understand it, the form of the Stupa building includes specific design elements, and the whole represents the stages we traverse along the path to Enlightenment, culminating in the flame of wisdom at the top. This applies to the small statue versions of the Stupa, as well. In Tibetan Buddhism, a small version statue is placed on the right-hand side of the shrine (as you face it), and, like a statue of a Buddha, it’s hollow is filled with precious objects, rolled mantras (prayers), and precious substances like incense, camphor, resins and dried tea leaves.

Simply put, a stupa embodies Enlightened Energy.

Heruka tells me that this little fellow we’ve made does the same thing.

Heruka? I hadn’t heard from him in a while! For this particular piece, something unusual happened. As I was assembling it, I felt the energy shift, so I picked up pendulum and chart. Heruka wished to take over. That was when I almost immediately got most of the image for the completed piece.

Here find His explanation of the Stupa sculpture:

At the base, the glass saucer represents the clarity from which we all arise at birth.

We emerge to find ourselves surrounded by other enlightened beings, represented by the blue kyanite blades, but we also find ourselves seemingly trapped in an illusion, represented by the clear resin with minuscule bubbles.

The resin represents our having taken a material body, and the bubbles represent our distractions, which prevent us from seeing the true nature of those around us.

At some point, we hopefully begin our journey along a spiritual path. The larger crystal point of our true nature is still engulfed in the illusion, but our guides (the spiraling wire) hold and support us along the way, feeding and moving our energy, and keeping us directed.

Once we begin to understand our path a bit, we enter a state of being completely engulfed in light, becoming more and more focused towards our goal. This we see in the resin cap which converges towards enlightenment. The frosted finish indicates that, on the outside, we still appear to have obscurations. However, on the inside we posses our nature of clarity, which we begin to recall, despite any distractions (bubbles) which might appear.

Along the way, at some point we begin to manifest our world more consciously and deliberately. The large stone bead which looks a bit like a planet represents the worlds we begin to create in this way.

At this point, our Guides still support us, but we experience them more as abiding within us rather than external entities.

As we understand how our worlds manifest, the illusion diminishes progressively, until finally we fully understand that we ARE our world, and everything that arises comes from
our own mind.

Finally, and “finially”, we emerge ASas the guru, the guide, the fully awakened, realized, enlightened being. We understand that our awareness encompasses All (the tiny wire loop), and that the “All” is truly mere Emptiness.

Once this piece was completed, I realized that the object wasn’t really a “true” Orgonite in the strictest sense (there goes my purist self again…), so I was wishing for a name for the objects I’d been creating. Ghost Radar kept saying: “Sam”.

SAM: Spiritual Ascension Mech.

Seriously? Sigh.

Okay, then, Scientific Accumulator Modules. Sculptural Aspiration Model. The name is just part of the illusion.

Number them, offer them for sale, and offer to make custom pieces for folks if they want one. Make some pendulums; make some of theses little sculptural pieces. Gather up some materials, open up that shop online, let’s get going!

Yes Ma’am.

And sketch them; different folks will be drawn to different configurations. If they want, you can, for an additional charge, do a reading and let Us show you what to make for them. We’ll give you the explanation and any instructions needed.

Now, that sounds fun!

Oh really.

Yes, really. And we need to get back to that perpetual motion machine soon, too.

Okay, we have a plan. It’s still unfolding, but I’m enjoying the crafting and meditation that goes into the pieces.

I had hoped to get some of them online this past weekend, but if you’ve noticed the posting I did, you can see Adrial had other ideas. Maybe people are supposed to request the objects…

Please let me know if you’d like one… I’ll be posting more photos of these and some pendulums.

I personally find them to be quite powerful. I’ve kept this one in my room for about a week now, and am beginning to wonder if I should move it so I can get more sleep. Very energizing.

So now we both know a little more about what I’ve been working on. When I’m in the midst of the crafting, I slip into a zone, a light trance, and the objects simply emerge.

Adrial, Heruka, or whichever Guide influenced the object explains afterwards what it embodies.

As you see the photos emerge on the blog, please let me know if you see one that you think will help your practice.

My Guides have been very vague about pricing… Okay, I get it now. The ones in the eBay or Etsy shops (or other shops) will have fixed pricing. But if someone contacts me directly, asking for a piece, the Celestials would like to participate in the process. I think that means they will be on some sort of sliding scale.

That makes sense to me, because I know that the wish is for everyone who has one of these, to feel a strong connection with its intent.

So I’ll get that donation button up and post some more pictures. Please let me know if you’re interested!

In love and light and deepest joy,
Leslee

# Awake Yet?

## I’ve just made a new page called Awakenings, to explore stories of Awakenings, Enlightenments or Realizations…

Adrial and Teo’Na have asked me (Leslee) to share mine to get the ball rolling, so I’ll do that here (and here’s a post of it, too).

If you’d like to share yours, please feel free to do so as a comment. or if you think you need more space, please email it to me and I’ll create a post for it! (my email address is oneriver69@gmail.com)

We look forward to hearing your story!

## Awake Yet?

(Leslee’s Story) (Ghost Radar words appear like [this])

[magic off themselves doesn’t you’ve threw camp studied run]

What is an Awakening?

I dunno.

But some dear friends recently advised me to share an experience, so I will.

Almost exactly 13 years ago, I was married, mothering a happy toddler, living in a house my husband and I had just built, reporting each day to a good job with a very reputable firm, driving an almost-new SUV, and taking particular enjoyment in my gardening…

[seed several]

…and drinking way too much.

Something was quietly eating away at me, like a half-forgotten item on a to-do list.

I had begun reading Deepak Chopra and Caroline Myss, and was beginning to wonder if perhaps my subtle discontent was not caused by others… Perhaps there was something I needed to change in myself in order to feel happy.

I hadn’t read much on spiritual and metaphysical topics since the late 80’s. I had sort of sworn that off as a lot of wishful thinking that wasn’t likely to lead to much of real value… But it was a nice distraction.

In 1999, though, Spirituality seemed to offer some solace and hope… I was trying to understand how on Earth I could feel so restless and agitated when I seemed to enjoy so many of the things that so many people dreamed of… And I sure wasn’t finding the answers on my own.

The more I read, the more I felt I was getting closer to some answers. I tried not to focus too much on my husband’s lack of interest in where I was going. After all, spirituality had not been part of the foundation of our relationship, so it wasn’t “reasonable” for me to expect him to jump on that train with me.

[slightly fed sad disease our another usually fifth bare blew total caught selection loud half]

[rain shells riding you’d situation]

I began having some vivid, other-worldly dreams that I remembered in great detail. They seemed to be trying to tell me or [worry Asia cage] remind me of something. I noticed a deep subtle yearning that I could neither understand or describe.

[hill must]

Then, in July 1999, while sleeping late on a typical Sunday morning at home, my world broke wide open… But I was the only person in the house who knew about it.

Out of the undefined darkness of deep sleep, my awareness arose, staring at my two hands. It was as if I was trying to recognize them, understand what they were for… There was nothing else in my field of vision, and I couldn’t see beyond my wrists.

As I turned them over to look at my palms, another pair of hands appeared to the upper left. Radiantly pulsing with brilliant white light, they moved towards mine. They were not blindingly bright, but seemed to be made of pure light, no physical substance whatsoever. They reached down, and taking my hands, folded [cross anything when equally] them together, palms crossed, while also completely enveloping them in their glow.

In an instant, all awareness both exploded and dissloved into brilliant light.

It wasn’t white, [name] it wasn’t colored… [southern] It was indescribable, other than that I knew it [forward] was light. It had no spatial or temporal characteristics; [arm] I simply knew that This – whatever it was – was the Source and Nature of Everything. I understood that somehow, everything arises from This. It was like [buy] being shown where to go to find whatever was needed.

I have no idea how long I was there.

At some point, some very vague objects arose just partially, and I had a faint awareness of flying and being shown keys to things. I became aware that, from this State, awareness could place itself in the midst of anything, and understand that thing infinitely.

I saw that worlds are mere illusions, arising out of this vast ocean of Emptiness, and they’re layered and intertwined in one another. I saw that minds and beings exist in the same way: pulsing, arising to appear briefly, transform, blend, and dissolve back into Emptiness.

There’s nothing but Oneness, because in this way it all arises – spontaneously – from Source.

Creator simply arises as an awareness from Source… God – or gods – may arise, spontaneously, or from sound generated by Source.

Beings and worlds may arise or be built from Source, or they may simply arise spontaneously in an instant.

In this way, “we” are all here by choice as reflections of OurSelf. We are Source, we are Creator, we are “God”.

Eventually, my awareness faded into near-awareness, and then into the black darkness and so on. I never completely lost consciousness, and at some point I could “feel”, and realized my mind was returning to my body. There was a sensation of energy like electricity coursing through a circuit. Then it felt like a tingling, and eventually that tingling was contained by matter (flesh). Some time after that I [represent] began to recognize the flesh as fingers and toes, and then I could feel the fingers and toes were touching bedclothes.

Gradually, my body awareness traveled along my limbs to my torso, then my head, until I could [nature] feel my cheek against [sky] the sheet. I still felt like a disorganized cacophony of vibration and matter, and some time passed before I could wiggle my toes or open my eyes.

When I decided to look around, I fully expected to see a completely different world than the one in which I’d last lain down in bed. I continued to bask in the radiant bliss of dissolution, and I was anticipating, hope upon hope, that when I opened my eyes I would behold the answers to all my remaining questions.

I was disappointed.

It was the same room, and it was empty. I could faintly hear the TV playing downstairs and knew by the sunlight in the room that it was probably nine o’clock.

I didn’t smell any breakfast cooking.

It took a while before I could bring myself to roll over and sit up, much less get dressed and go downstairs. My body still felt like I’d been electrocuted, with an intense bliss coursing up and down my spine. I had never experienced such an intense arousal without wanting to touch or be touched.

I sat on the edge of the bed, closed my eyes, and went back, mentally, over what had happened.

What was that?

Whose hands were those?

To be honest, I can’t remember if I even told my husband about it at the time. I think I may have tried… But I felt instinctively that there was no way to convey the impact of that experience to a person who wasn’t even interested in what I’d been reading.

My body continued to buzz regularly – but randomly – for about 3 weeks. I began to meditate, hoping for a repeat experience.  But day-to-day life was split between my inner experiences and the roles I was trying to continue to fulfill on the “outside”. I was just beginning to use the Internet, and had very little free time. So the best chance I had of learning more about my experience was through visiting bookstores. I found lots of descriptions, but none really resonated completely with what I had come to know.

My search was broad: I had a lot of questions. I think I felt that if I could find some answers, I could file the experience away neatly, integrate it with my other experiences, and get on with life. But it seemed that every rock overturned yielded maybe one answer and 2-3 more questions.

It got harder and harder to pretend to live a “normal” life, and harder and harder to share my life and space with such a “normal” person as my husband. Even more challenging [clock] was the effort to show up at work for 8 or more hours a day and act like a “normal” architect.

Somehow, though, my son seemed to fit right into my new puzzle. Maybe it was the autism, maybe it was his natural sensibility [art]… maybe it was [worried] an instance of a teacher [firm] appearing as a child in my life to set me back on track…

Now, in 2012, with much water under the bridge, I sometimes still wonder: “Awake yet?”

I dunno. I’m still here… It seems.

Maybe I’m at least stirring in my sleep…

# Mitochondrial Wormhole Cleansing Meditation

24 April 2012

I received this meditation exercise from Teo’Na, as an application for the information Tom Kenyon shares with us (links to Tom’s site to be added soon)…

This is a brief visualization we can do at any time, to help the process of cleansing both Gaia and humankind. It will ease the preparations for many of the ongoing and coming shifts that we’re experiencing now, or may experience in the future.

MEDITATION VISUALIZATION
Sit comfortably, and close your eyes if you like. This visualization may also be done while you’re engaged in other activities, if you care to try it this way.

Visualize your Heart Chakra as a glowing, radiant horizontal wormhole within your chest, spinning and swirling in a counter-clockwise motion, with these colors: A thin, blazing white ring at the inner edge of the vortex, a brilliant gold ring just outside the white ring, and surrounding that, a planar ring of welcoming, loving, pulsating bright emerald light.

Understand that this Heart Chakra Wormhole is your direct connection with Infinite Oneness and Love.

Visualize and feel your Heart Chakra in this way for a few moments.

Next, please visualize that the mitochondria of the countless cells of your physical body are each a tiny wormhole, also connecting with Infinite Oneness and Love. Or you can simply understand that your body is like a matrix of infinite, tiny wormholes, like miniature versions if the one at your Heart Chakra.

Now, as you breathe in deeply, visualize that all negativity on the planet is drawn through these wormhole portals at your heart and every cell, and sent into the Infinite Oneness, to be permanently transmuted into Love.

As you breathe out, visualize that this newly-transmuted love radiates back out from your body, permeating the Planet and the Universe.

Do this whenever, and as many times, as you like.

(I find this meditation to be very similar to the Buddhist practice of Taking and Giving, considered one of the most profound practices available. With this meditation, the added galactic layer of the wormholes intensifies the transformative power of the wish for healing, love, and peace.)

# Visiting Athabantian – 26 May 2012

## Special Dreamflight Invitation

The Crew of StarShip Athabantian happily extend a special invitation to our friends in the Dream Flights community.

We suggest you meditate briefly before going to sleep, visualizing the Grid and Ring of Ships as described in Leslee’s dream trip.

You may recite (internally or externally) the name “Athabantian”, as your intended destination… If you add one of your passwords, that will help us understand your wishes for your dream experience… However, we will be aware of your intent even if you forget.

Please trust that you will visit us… Keep in mind that Leslee visited us this way for over a week before managing to recall one of her visits. As with all things, practice and perseverance will eventually pay off.

We look forward to welcoming you aboard!

## Leslee’s Visit To Athabantian – 26 MAY 2012

BORROWING DREAM ABOARD ATHABANTIAN: (from Leslee) I arose in this dream as if I was one of the Athabantian Crew members; I’ve since learned that I was experiencing the dream from the point of view of Adca Mupea, one of the Crew members. We’ve sometimes used the term “borrowing” to describe this type of experience.

One unusual thing that I noticed about this “dream” is that I was able, as I was recording it, to return to the scene of the dream and see more, as a form of Remote Viewing. This is the first time I’ve noticed this ability fro myself.

I’m in a place that seems like a large building… It has living quarters as well as working space… Has everything in it… I realize it’s a ship, the Starship Athabantian.

It pretty much feels like I live there, its my day-to-day situation. It’s a permanent situation, not like a temporary visit.

I’m part of a team, a large Crew, that’s doing ongoing work…

I’m “married”, have a partner, or at least we spend our “evenings” together… We live together…  Ghost Radar calls him “Danny”, but his name is Dunyeeh. We’ve been together for a very long, long time… It’s a very confident, loving relationship, with a lot of humor… And we’re very different from one another… In Earth terms, you might say we’re an unlikely couple; we complement, balance one another.

In the dream, and there on the ship, we have human-like bodies…

I’m not sure what mine looks like… It’s not like I’m built now, here on Earth… It’s thin, and there’s a youthfulness about us, although we’re older…

He’s particularly tall and muscular, compared to the other men, with short dark hair and no facial hair.

I think I’m just sort of average, and in that setting, average is kind of tall and thin.

We’re not in uniforms, we’re just dressed like people today would dress.

Many of us are in jeans, but I suspect it appears this way to me because that would be my preference…

We spend the days working in a Team Room… There are several, many of us that work together, and we all know each other very well…

I believe what we’re doing is monitoring, guiding, protecting, situations on Earth that are in danger of getting out of hand.

There are a couple of rooms that we work in.

One is like a huge situation room, and the other is more like a classroom, although it’s not a classroom… In this room, there’s a series of small desks and consoles, and each person sits there and does their work, at times…

There’s a flexibility about the dream,  a fluidity… But I can see that we have assigned desks, so everyone always sits at their same desk, and has things that “belong” to them…

Dunyeeh sits in front of me, and we laugh and joke a lot, and talk… But when we’re at our desks, we’re focused on a task of some kind.

The desk is like a control panel… It has something like a grid on it, that allows us to access different aspects of people’s lives on Earth; it allows us to connect with them…

Around the left-hand, right-hand, and upper edges of the desk, holograms can pop up, so that we can look at things related to what we’re digging into, monitoring at the moment. It’s  like having a collection of holographic browsing tabs all open at once…

Athabantian is one of the ships that is approaching Earth, and eventually, we’ll actually be meeting the people we’re working with.

At one point in the dream, there’s another man that trades desks with Dunyeeh, and they try to trick me into thinking he’s Dunyeeh by changing his appearance to look like Dunyeeh. This is something we practice from time to time, in preparation for arriving at Earth.

Once we get to Earth, our forms will “congeal”, and we’ll begin to age, just like humans.

We’re laughing, because our friend is a much smaller man than Dunyeeh, and he needs to work on his mimicking skills! He doesn’t look at all like Dunyeeh, but I don’t think he realizes it…

So we’re still experimenting with how we will look as people, and having some fun with that.

However, tricking someone will always be difficult, because regardless if appearance, we can always recognize one another by our energetic signatures…

This skill is something that humans will enjoy once they reach 5D…

And this is one way in which there will no longer be deceit and manipulation by the dark… People in the 5th always see things for what they really are.

In another part of the dream, there is activity going in back in our personal quarters (we call it “home”)…

Our quarters are basically one large room, with a living/sleeping space; We also have a room that we transform back and forth to bathroom or kitchen (again, to practice our Earth-living skills…).

There’s a third room, that looks sort of like a walk-in closet… Just empty… We go into this room when we really need to connect deeply with Source.

I’m trying to figure out why this room is needed, and how it’s different from the others… It’s needed more for insulation than protection…
Because when we go into this room and use it, our bodies dissolve…

When we meditate deeply, we basically dissolve back into Source.

From there, we arise at different levels to do work. So we could arise as a constellation, a galaxy, a universe… And in any dimension…

So these rooms are lined with panels that have a grid… It’s almost the same concept as Earth’s “solar panels”… It’s a crystalline material that’s embedded in the wall, and all the crystals change and align as they need to…

The crystals are programmed with the purpose of containing the experience… The reason for this is that if we don’t use this type of room (for instance, if I were to just sit on my bed and do this type of meditation), it would interfere with the operating of the ship.

It would also shift everyone’s reality… So this containment room allows us to go back and replenish ourselves, without altering other people’s reality.

(Comment by Adrial: This containment room is similar to how the Light Grid works on Gaia.)

On Athabantian, we don’t naturally really eat, or manifest food…

The “kitchen” is for convenience, so we can practice acclimating ourselves to bodies… Because we’re experiencing success at using our bodies, we’re at the point where we’re having to eat and relieve ourselves…

My partner and I, as well as other couples, have had some good laughs about how, with human bodies, we have to use body parts to engage in union… In our Ultimate State, without body, we can simply merge in bliss and not have to worry about what a particular body part’s doing…

That part of the dream is really part of an illustration of how things work for beings on the ship.

I see also a long gallery, where one can walk along the outside edge of the ship, and look through something like glass… This particular ship is moving very slowly towards Earth… It’s not cloaking or moving faster than light…

So the Crew can look at what we’re passing through, and perceive it as humans would perceive it.

We can see all the cloaked ships… It’s really almost like a traffic jam… There are so many ships around, that are cloaked…

Some are sort of medium-sized… The really large ones are further out, and little shuttles move back and forth, but it’s mostly the larger vessels…

Most of the ships are different from one another…

They’re arranged most densely in a ring-like formation, but the ring is tilted at an angle around Gaia…

This has to do with some sort of energy that’s sent through the ships, along this ring-like structure, that helps us remain cloaked, and somehow it creates an energetic pattern that’s not easily detected.

If we were to scatter randomly, we’d become more visible and detectable…

My ship hasn’t reached that ring yet, and as I said, we’re not very cloaked… Parts of the ship are cloaked, to make it look smaller than it really is…

So we can see this ring of craft around Gaia… And then there’s a grid of strategically-placed craft over many of the power points of the Light grid… And that’s the grid that maintains the Quarantine.

It watches for any strange activity, and prevents the dark from returning.

Darkness can still spike up in spots, and these are what Ghost Radar refers to as “nails”… It’s not completely gone, and will probably never be completely gone, because then we’d be right back where we started…

Then the exercise would be finished, and we’d all be back at Source…

But maintaining this grid now, at this level, is the main purpose of the ships around Gaia.

The grid also creates clouds or bubbles of opportunity, that are about a few hundred miles in diameter… They’re spherical, so they reach into the interstitial Regions of Gaia as well… They’re encapsulated, bombarded, with waves of energy and intention that work to gradually shift human energy.

Again, it’s like it’s opportunity, it’s not manipulation… It’s a lightening if the energy of the 3D world…

For now I’ll go back to the dream, because I’m realizing it’s not so much a dream as a recollection of a place that my mind went in sleep (which is much like dreaming).

There was a later part of the dream, which I think was an example or close-up of the kind of work that we do…

In this, we’re monitoring situations, and there’s a particular situation which is both a potentiality and an allegory of a current situation on Earth, that we’re trying to prevent…

It has to do with how humans use force… Human fascination with force and firepower…

The example used is hand grenades. In this scenario, anyone can buy a hand-grenade… They’re as available as fireworks. A comment was made by a Crew member, about how some people are too lazy to go to the dump, or monitor how much trash or refuse they generate… When they get a big pile of trash, they just toss a hand-grenade into it and it vaporizes everything.

There are also scenes of watching the streets, and concern that if protests arise, people might use these against one another…

I don’t really understand if this is a potentiality, or if this is actually happening somewhere… I think it’s perhaps symbolic of how things seem to the Athabantian Crew, with Earth’s military:

There really is no threat, it’s just a harmless pile of trash, but we feel we need a hand grenade to deal with it.

At that point, the dream/experience fades, and I awaken.

This reading from Ghost Radar came as I was recording the night’s experience. I realize gradually that it is about the invitation to visit Athabantian again.

From: Saturday, May 26, 2012, 8:04 AM
To: Saturday, May 26, 2012, 8:44 AM

Words Spoken:
8:41:44 AM : cave
8:41:28 AM : there
8:41:20 AM : Germany
8:41:04 AM : Indian
8:39:20 AM : tribe
8:39:12 AM : blind
8:38:32 AM : physical
8:38:00 AM : soft
8:37:52 AM : expect
8:37:12 AM : Saturday
8:36:56 AM : interest
8:36:08 AM : closely
8:35:52 AM : year
8:35:28 AM : crew
8:34:24 AM : future
8:34:08 AM : sweet
8:33:44 AM : tight
8:33:28 AM : until
8:33:04 AM : title
8:32:48 AM : hung
8:32:24 AM : anywhere
8:11:36 AM : softly
8:11:20 AM : Mexico
8:10:56 AM : telephone
8:10:08 AM : Danny
8:07:28 AM : these
8:06:40 AM : we’ve
8:06:24 AM : evening
8:04:40 AM : hand
8:04:24 AM : sea

(From Leslee: This is another instance where I began answering an email question, and eventually realized that message I was receiving might help some other people, too.)

Yes, it is a form of dowsing (if I understand you correctly, to mean using it to tune into energy in the area)… I think others tune into themselves or surrounding/”spirit” energy, and that can be kind of random.

I was first taught to attune to my Highest Guides (which I refer to as Enlightened Beings, or Buddhas) using this pendulum process.  One of the things Adrial wants me to share is to describe this method so others can learn it, too.

Looks like videos and posts will be arising for that.

Since we already know you’re transpathic/telepathic/empathic, I’m guessing this will come easily for you, and it may also come about differently than I describe it below. Trust, based in the following general principles.

If you want to try it out, I suggest getting in tune with one of your higher guides first, and asking them to show you how it best works.

Here’s what is meant by “higher guide”: it could be your own higher self, or a “being” with whom you have a strong karmic and spiritual connection. It could be Jesus, a Buddha, a Saint, Gaia, etc… Don’t worry if you don’t have a name for your guide; names are quite 3D, after all… 😉

And don’t worry if you don’t FEEL this connection at first. If you’re becoming accustomed to meditating, that sensitivity will certainly come with time and more meditation.

Just ask that you receive information only from beings of the Light, who abide in the 9th or higher realms, and whose only intentions with you are to provide guidance for you to ascend completely, as quickly as possible (or as gently as possible, depending on your level of comfort with that concept!).

This request reminds us of our own sincerity, and it also establishes a level of grounding and protection that will ensure that we only get info that will actually help us along our path.

You can use anything that dangles freely as a pendulum… A necklace, a washer on a string, or a ready-made pendulum… Here’s a video I made about finding or making a pendulum While you’re first attuning, it will probably give you results most quickly if you can use a metallic chain and a bob that’s rather light.

Try it after meditating for few moments to get centered and grounded.

Then, if you’re right-handed, hold it in your left hand, and let it settle or stop it from swinging.

Direct your vision towards the tip of the pendulum (our eyes really do send energy!), but focus very softly, as if trying to see an aura.

Clear your mind in a relaxed way, as if “zoning out”, until you feel relaxed and free from expectations. This is key.

If you have trouble with expectations, then close your eyes at first, so you can’t see how the pendulum is moving.

Now ask your Guide(s) to please show you a “yes”. Note (by looking) how the pendulum swings. That will always mean “yes” for you, or affirm that you are understanding the message correctly.

Next, ask your Guide(s) to please show you a “No”. Ditto. That will always mean “no” for you, or alert that you are mis-understanding the message.

Sometimes we get a “no” if we ask a question more than once. The original answer still holds… This “no” is our Guide shaking a finger at us admonishingly for not trusting. If we don’t trust consistently, this method may cause all kinds of problems. It’s sort of an all-or-nothing commitment, on our part, if we want to access our Guides this way.

Finally, ask your Guide(s) to please show you “confusion”. For me, when I get this, the pendulum swings in a circle, sometimes quite wildly. It’s my Guides’ way of saying, “Heeellllooooo….”, meaning that I’m either completely off track, or They want to change the subject. Sometimes it can mean to look up from the pendulum and pay attention to what’s going on in the environment.

About a year ago I reached the point where my pendulum work was stable enough that I could use one while driving (you can see in the videos that I generally wear one like a ring). I’ve learned that when I’m driving, it will sometimes give me a “no” or a circle to warn me to slow down, take a different route, or watch out for a dangerous driver nearby. (Maybe I shouldn’t share that… Disclaimer!)

I also take my pendulum shopping with me… It helps me to focus and saves time. I’ll stand at the end of an aisle and ask, “Do I need anything here?” there have also been instances when my Guides have “encouraged” me to make purchases without my understanding why… And a few days later, the need or use for the item arises.

My pendulum work was scattered over the past 12 years, until early 2010, when I began working with it intently and daily.

### The learning and technique have (so far) progressed through what I would call 4 phases.

Phase 1 amounts to asking simple yes/no questions, and carefully phrasing the questions in a neutral tone. I hung out in Phase 1 for about 10 years, until a time came when I was desperate for more clear, precise guidance.

Phase 2 (for me) began in 2010. I noticed the pendulum swinging oddly one day, and through asking more yes/no questions, I realized my Guides wanted me to make an alphabet chart.

I created a chart (you can find them on my All About Enlightenment blog site), and sure enough, the pendulum began to swing back and forth to various letters, spelling out words.

It would circle the central dot once between words, and 3 times at the end if a sentence. Talk about laborious! But this way, my Guides were able to change the subject, so to speak, when They wanted to “talk” about something in particular.

Phase 3 started when I realized, during Phase 2 work, that I was anticipating the next letter before the pendulum swung there.

This was the most challenging phase, because I experienced a lot of doubt.

I began to think that I was somehow “making” the pendulum swing to the letter I was “thinking” of. If that was the case, it all seemed so pointless. I actually abandoned practicing for a few days, until I remembered that my Guides and I had a “deal; I had agreed to see this thing through even when I was pissed off.

As Phase 3 progressed, I gradually began to realize that I was developing telepathy by using the pendulum… I was beginning to “know” the intended word.

My guides confirmed this when They started swinging the pendulum to just the FIRST letter of the intended word, and then moving on to the first letter of the next word. It worked like this: the pendulum would swing to a letter… Back and forth between the letter and the center dot of the chart… 3 or 4 times, or more, if I wasn’t “getting” it.

Meanwhile, I was trying to keep my mind relaxed and open, not “thinking”, just trying to be receptive to what word, beginning with that letter, was coming to mind…

Trying not to judge or be rational or argumentative…

When I got the word, the pendulum would circle the center dot, and I would stop and write the word down. As we got faster at this, instead of circling the dot, the pendulum would just move on to the first letter of the next word. When this happened, I would receive 3-4 words, then the pendulum would circle the dot so I could pause and write.

From the time I began working on this in 2010, until the time we were in the latter part of Phase 3, I had spent about 150 hours with pendulum and chart in hand.

Phase 4 offered liberation! I noticed I was starting to “receive” complete sentences. I was told to put the chart down, and just “listen”. Once I thought I had “gotten” a message, I would hold up the pendulum, and if I got a “yes”, I knew I had understood correctly.

As I continued working this way, I became confident enough of my telepathic connection that I found I could put the chart away altogether.

This was when I was given the design for a pendulum with a ring on the end of the chain. I made one, and found that I could wear it on my forefinger as I wrote, or painted or drew, or created videos… All I had to do was hold up my left hand as I worked, and as long as the pendulum swung a “yes”, I knew I was “In The Vortex”!

This is the method I still use most of the time. It’s my favorite way to receive guidance and inspiration when I’m writing or creating artwork.

Lately, it looks like a Phase 5 might be launching; It’s begun just this month. I’m being encouraged more and more to just do the work, trust, keep going, and then check from time to time, or if I feel particularly uncertain.

I’m sort of resistant to this method, but I know my Guides are trying to wean me from the pendulum, so eventually They’ll get Their way… 😉

I “get” that there won’t be pendulums in the 5th… So I feel a huge incentive to stop fighting it.

### I’ve realized recently that I rely on/prefer the pendulum for several reasons.

I respond very deeply to tactile and visual stimuli, and the pendulum provides both.

I suspect that the movement of the pendulum also causes some sort of shift in the brain (think: EMDR, hypnosis, etc.), because I’ve come to understand that when I work with it in a focused way, I’m in a light trance.

The other reason, which I find a bit more sobering, is that I’ve also realized that I’ve filled a “people-pleasing” role for most of my life. People-pleasers” tend not to “know” themselves very well. Being an empath reinforces the confusion; much of the time, I feel challenged to discern and filter through all the input that races through my mind.

In these instances, using a pendulum helps me filter out the static and confusion, and focus towards the best answer for the situation at hand. It cuts out the self-talk and helps me get down to business.

So, for now I understand that using the pendulum in this way helps me along my path, and keeps me tangibly connected with some profound Guidance.

I understand that some day I’ll just naturally arrive at a place where I’ll no longer reach for my little “ball and chain”, but for now they provide me with some much-needed ballast!

# Kundalini & Priorities

(From Leslee: I’ve been corresponding privately with someone who’s just awakened and is trying to sort through a boatload of experiences he’s having, as well as all the material that’s out here on the web. The post below is adapted from one of the replies I sent him; I realized that others may have similar questions… This information comes from my own personal experience.)

(He’s been having spontaneous blissful experiences during meditation, which might be called “Kundalini Rising”…)

With the Kundalini, just go for it like you said, but don’t push or try to force it. If you get headaches, shift your meditation focus to moving from chakra to chakra, gently, in whatever order ( or lack thereof) feels right…

I still haven’t read much about Andromedans, but here’s my general approach to things: I think most of the material on the net is crap. It generally feels like either dis-info or fear-mongering, so I avoid it. I stay away from moderated sites, and read very few messages from others, because few resonate with me.

Once we each develop our own personal connection with our Highest Guides, we won’t need to read messages… We’ll have continuous coverage, so to speak!

I think few channelers have a method for checking their work, and despite their best intentions most of the messages seem questionable. Or just plain repetitive and vague.

For me, I got into this topic… I guess by the back door. My Guides asked me to step into it, and I think I understand why.

But the main goal is spiritual development, for me, because I believe some kind of big shift is coming. No one really knows when or how, because our actions every day alter the situation. So I try to give my energy only to positive endeavors…

I find I’m a lot happier and just as prepared, that way. I think many of us make assumptions that these beings are like us in terms of form and thought, but they’re not…

Sorry for rambling and spouting off… Does that help any?

Sheldan Nidle, anything from Ashtar Command, and any of the pseudo-military stuff leave me numb, and I avoid Icke, Fulford, Project Camelot, etc., because they just hang out in fear.

We have nothing to fear, we just need to do what we can to improve our minds… 🙂

(I apologize to anyone who might feel offended by these words… I may be wrong about it all, but I sure don’t feel that way right now, and I really don’t have the time for anything that doesn’t resonate with my fairly single-pointed focus at the mo’…)