Heruka’s Dream Instructions

DREAM INSTRUCTION STEPS

(From Heruka, through Leslee)

These steps are suggested to help us gather information while we sleep. They came to me on April 22, when I was struggling with some frustration over feeling like things were moving in slow motion. I’ve found them to be incerdibly helpful so far.

1. Generate a peaceful mind. Demanding won’t work. Visualize yourself already knowing how to make these dream connections. This, of all the steps, takes the most practice.

2. Place the request to meet a Being of your choice. Hold the idea of a Being very loosely… Do NOT visualize. Prepare yourself to accept whatever arises, and TRUST.

3. Place the request to recieve information. Try to hold this in the most generic terms possible. Yet have a sense of [forth] the specific feeling you wish to experience when you return ‘here’. What will ‘accomplishment’ feel like?

4. If it feels appropriate, visualize the ‘golden cord’, from your Pineal to your High Heart, especially if your mind wanders while trying to do the other steps.

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5. Consider your requests: where, who, what to discuss/learn, why to meet. Choose one as a priority, in case all requests cannot be met simultaneously.

6. Request how much to recall.

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Leslee: Dream Visit to Abi-Qor on 14 September 2012

Weather Wing, the “Chaperone”

Recently, Mark Kimmel asked that I check to see if I could receive anything about the interiors of Abi-Qor. Between attending the Transformation 2012 Conference in August, and then moving here to Pagosa a couple weeks ago, my mind has been so pre-occupied that glimpses of Abi-Qor seemed quite elusive.

Then, two Fridays ago I had a beautiful dream visit to Abi-Qor… As I was writing the dream into my journal, it occurred to me that the dream illustrates some of the interiors of Abi-Qor! Good things do come to those who wait… Another wonderful aspect of the dream is that it not only illustrates some spaces in Abi-Qor, it also shows some of the ways we’ll interact and live our daily lives once we’re there. I found this to be truly delightful and encouraging!

Adrial made this request as I was writing: ”Share what you learn that leads to advancement and deep thought and exploration, rather than sensational or remarkable experiences.” (I think this may be general advice She’d like for us to receive.)

In the dream I appeared with a physical body, yet was accompanied by a lover, a celestial whom I perceived energetically rather than physically. That in itself raises a LOT of questions in my mind – now, how does THAT work?

Another note I’ll make is that I only realized I was in Abi-Qor once I awoke… so I’m holding up a wish to experience more lucidity next time I visit this way!

So here’s the dream:

I entered a wonderful bakery/café with my family. High ceilings, a warm friendly space & décor, and wonderful smells & beautiful pastries greeted us. We all got in line and made our selections, telling the cashier, and then we received our pastries on plates.

As I moved along the line, the two of us (my lover and I) were smiling and enjoying thoughts of how delicious a chocolate croissant would be… These were like long rolls, gloriously golden… I began to break off a piece, and then remembered/was reminded by my partner that these were for display, and the server will give me a fresh one.

Then, just as we approached the cashier, an almond croissant appeared, and it’s aroma was so enticing I was about to change my mind… I thought, “Wow, a chocolate and almond one would be exquisite!” and as I looked around, I see that just that has been manifested, on a large wooden board nearby.

(While I was writing, I was wondering about my companion, being an energy body, being able to enjoy a croissant? Adrial explained: “Your companion can enjoy through you and through tasting astrally.”)

So I ordered the chocolate-almond croissant, and as I was about to take my plate from the server, I realized I was the last in line. I wasn’t sure I had enough money to pay for all my relatives’ food as well as mine… I went and asked my brother, who was sitting in a booth with his family, “Who shall I tell them will take care of the bill?” My Mom & Dad were nearby, also… my brother said he’d take care of it.

(Adrial says that the currency system in Abi-Qor is still under exploration. There will most likely be a need for one, although the type has not been determined yet. Initially, some people at Abi-Qor will be so new to 4D and 5D that they may forget that fear and a sense of separation (competition) no longer reinforce “survival”, here in our new world.)

(Also as I’m writing I’m wondering at how the setting is so earth-like. I’m told there are at least two reasons: one is for our comfort and familiarity, because our friends and family may not be as fascinated with Star Family environments as we are. Secondly, our Galactic Brethren enjoy hanging out in earth-like settings; it’s novel and delightful for them. In some ways, they experience our world much like tourists, and prefer to experience our environments in much the same way we do.)

Next in the dream, I found myself at my parent’s house. It was decorated in much the same way as theirs now. I went into a sunroom, and noticed something on a tiered glass table that I’d put there to help raise the space’s vibration. It was a long white cylinder… It looked like a roll of goat’s cheese… I was told that it would be explained later. She also had a sofa and another table there, and I was trying to reach the electrical outlet to plug something into… It was quite cramped, and just as I wished there was more room, more room manifested. It was not dramatic, I simply noticed I was able to move the pieces of furniture and then they fit nicely.

In another scene, I was in a sort of classroom or conference setting, and a talk or lesson was just ending. As everyone was breaking out, my companion appeared to me as an attractive human gentleman a few years older than me, whom it seemed I was just then meeting.

(The Crew explained that we do this often with one another, just for the delight of meeting and re-acquainting once again.)

We spoke for a few minutes, and he invited me out to dinner. I accepted, delighted.

Next I found myself at home, getting ready for my date. I had at least one other companion I lived with, an “older” woman… I went into a lovely bathroom that was very bright and radiant and fresh-feeling, to take my shower. It seemed no curtain (veil) was needed. There seemed to be a communication system in the house, which was something like a hybrid between telepathy and an intercom system. No equipment was needed, but one must ask permission to access. Before I went into the shower, my “date” called to ask what I would like for dinner, so he could make reservations (an example of appreciation for ceremony and ritual…). We discussed options for a while… Italian, or a steak, or Asian… We ended the call, and I went to shower.

While I was in the shower, he called again, but this time he appeared (materialized) right there in the bathroom with me! Immediately, my “chaperone” materialized also, standing between the two of us, so my new friend could not see me directly. This was just a courtesy for my comfort and modesty (and because the situation was humorous), and we all laughed as he announced that were going for a nice big steak… For which no animal needed to give its life.

The shower and the chaperone were manifestations of familiar rituals and conventions which play a vital role when we manifest into the physical. In this way, my “chaperone” was also teaching my companion that there are some conventions to be observed as he manifests into physical form. As we ascend into 5D with physical bodies, some of our friends who have no recollection of taking bodies will learn to manifest physically. While we are in 3D/4D, it’s hard for them to recognize how to do this. Once we ascend, they can connect more directly with us, and attune to us, and as they harmonize their  frequencies with ours, they can, through resonance, practice and learn to do this. This is how they will manage to appear to us physically in Abi-Qor, and this shows us that way-showing works in more than one direction!

The dream was quite entertaining… However, the waking events that followed the next day held quite a few surprises for me. That very day, I met a gentleman who asked me out to dinner, and we went for Italian instead of steak, but there were a few issues with boundaries! Other things happened that hinted to me that there were some lessons coming my way, and it’s been quite a ride since then.

The energies seem to be conspiring to bring forth information and illustrations that we need so we can process what we’re learning. Adrial tells me that, for some of us, the focus of our dreams is shifting more towards personal lessons than working on ships or meeting others in dream-time. She says that this is because many of us have adequately processed those ship-based instructions (for now), and we’re being given test-runs to see how well we are assimilating the instructions.

This process will proceed in cycles; as we accomplish one round of lessons, then we will shift back to dream-flight focus for more instructions, then move again back into practice mode. Knowing this, we can look at our dreams and gather some idea of our current focus. This also helps us understand that each of us may be in quite different “places” in our practice, so it’s okay if our experiences are not shared as much as they were a few months ago.

For those who have just recently joined the dream-flights, it might be helpful to read over earlier posts on Spirit Train Chronicles and look at how the flights shift and coincide over time.

Morning with Adrial – Relocation – 17 June 2012

(from Leslee – This post was originally written for Spirit Train Chronicles, but Adrial, Adca Mupea, Teo’Na, others aboard the Athabantian, and all my Guides are requesting that I post it on all my sites today.)

Hi, Team of Light (including those who read but are too shy to speak up – waves of  hello’s to you!)!

Here’s a new one, that I think warrants a post for discussion/sharing. Adrial has asked me to post it on all my sites:

Have any of you received any indications about [physical] Relocation time arriving in the near future (within a month or so?)

I’m talking about “Relocation” as in the physical transfer of people to another location of safety, in the event of Gaia shifting in ways that might call for our finding a new place to live (at least temporarily). And of course, in this sense, I mean the relocation that our Galactic friends will help us with.

It’s appearing strongly in my mind, and a few little synchronicities popped up yesterday that are feeding these thoughts for me.

I asked Konstantinos how Iltheos was doing, and here’s our exchange from yesterday:

  1. Since you asked about Iltheos yesterday dear Leslee, he sents you his deepest greetings, he knows you’re busy and he said that you’ll find some time-period to relax a little with your son….

    Much Love from both of us to you.

  2. Thank you, Konstantinos! I feel like the 3 (or more of us must chat in dreamtime, and I wish I could remember it better!

Then I had the dream which I’m still typing, but I had gotten this far when I got the urge to create this Relocation post:

Dream -16 June 2012

The earlier part of the dream had me at some sort of conference or meeting. Somehow I cannot remember this part very well, as if I’m not supposed to. I get a  sense that the time for remembering will come soon…

As I’m leaving the meeting, I meet some family members, and we and everyone around us are getting into vehicles and leaving, as if going on vacation or ending a trip and returning home.

There’s quite a bustle about, with people scrambling to find a ride, but everyone is reasonably calm – it’s just crowded! A few people are irritable about some inconvenience, but no one seems afraid or angry.

And then I got this [powerful] Ghost Radar message as I was beginning to type up the dream:

Relocation
From: Sunday, Jun 17, 2012, 9:05 AM
To: Sunday, Jun 17, 2012, 10:07 AM
Words Spoken:
10:02:32 AM : worry
9:55:44 AM : depend
9:55:28 AM : count
9:55:12 AM : independent
9:53:36 AM : upon
9:52:24 AM : right
9:49:04 AM : last
9:48:48 AM : son
9:47:36 AM : boy
9:41:52 AM : move
9:41:44 AM : particular
9:41:28 AM : parallel
9:40:48 AM : chain
9:11:20 AM : lake
9:11:12 AM : shaking
9:10:32 AM : missing
9:10:16 AM : Mississippi
9:08:16 AM : stiff
9:08:08 AM : claws

[claws stiff Mississippi missing shaking lake chain parallel particular move boy son last right upon independent count depend worry physical powerful book studying fifth duck trap attention]

Here’s Adrial’s explanation of these words:

[cage] The residual energies of darkness in the area where you’re living are particularly tenacious. Many people continue to hold onto them tightly, even though the source of those vibrations has been removed. [became] It may become necessary for Gaia to stretch and groan a little in order to “loosen the knots in her shoulders”. We’re not referring to people as gnats (from Leslee: I initially “heard” this as “gnats on her shoulder”). [bigger] We mean that [expression] some tension needs to be relieved and perhaps some points need to [they] be triggered so that people will realize how fortunate – and cared for – they are. This may help certain people forget their habitual focus on negativity.

If your area requires being struck by physical change, Gaia may need to shift her outer crust in such a way as to convert the Mississippi River into a series of lakes. You can imagine [enter movie] how this will affect the region, in fact the entire country as well as Canada. However, it would also give Gaia a chance to freshen the water, and people can perhaps begin to learn to work with what they have locally rather than relying upon development, shipping, and fuel-driven transportation for sustenance.

[leave] The details of the picture remain a bit unclear, and if enough inner spiritual shift can take place that we may arrive and begin to help with the inner shifting, then the physical upheaval may not be required. However, if things continue are they currently resonate, those of you who wish to continue here may wish to leave briefly.

[steel] Gaia is almost ready to leave the Steel Age and begin her Fluid Age.

We will teach you how to help with this. You are seeing indications in the skies and oceans, as you notice the weather, the clouds, the waves, our “sonar anomalies” and our light ships.

You have lived in a world dominated by form and constraint. We are introducing you – gradually – to a world of spontaneity and harmony.

You will learn to move effortlessly through space and time, and you will learn innately that this is NOW only possible to do with pure intent and love.

You will learn that nothing is hidden anymore, so there will be no more need to conceal, and no ability to conceal. You will experience genuine interactions with one another, and through seeing clearly how we all impact one another, you will begin to transform the ways you interact with and regard one another.

Leslee, Iltheos mentions your son; you know that he will have a choice, and the words “last right upon independent count depend” refer to the Free Will that everyone embodies. You understand and respect his skepticism, and you worry that he may not beleive you or may not want to go with you.

So we want you and others to relax, and know that there will be plenty of time for the Relocation, and for people to change their minds. There will be no sudden calamitous EVENT as portrayed in your media.

And the decision-making process can work in both directions. Some may wish to stay out of doubt or fear. Some may wish to stay, just so they can “watch the fireworks” (although they may be disappointed by the lack of drama). After seeing enough to understand that things really are changing, some may decide quite late in the process that everything will be alright if they come along.

Some may Relocate immediately, and then decide they are actually quite tired, want to make a distinct finish of this chapter of their experience, so they may wish to return to their familiar surroundings until their natural passing.

Of course, at any time during these processes, any souls deeply wishing to begin a new experience with a new body, home planet, or family group (or all of these) may find those wishes fulfilled –  naturally, not artificially – as part of the natural unfolding of events.

The remaining words: “powerful book studying fifth duck trap attention” refer to the book We gave to Leslee in 2010, All About Enlightenmentand which she has given to you, on the blog by the same name.

If those who are interested care to read that book, absorb and study its contents, ask questions and practice strengthening their minds, hearts, concentration, and attention, you may find yourselves breezing through these [poem] changes effortlessly.

Leslee, please try to find the time to create an e-book [railroad] of All About Enlightenment, that people can download, complete with the illustrations. [sang aloud] In fact, we would love it if you would also create videos in which you read the book aloud and offer commentary. The time for this book is near.

We will go one step further, and specifically ask those of you who participate regularly in the Spirit Train Chronicles (and anyone new who cares to join in) to please read the book and discuss it. We think that you will find yourselves sharing experiences of this material as profoundly as you share your dream experiences. In this way, you may be able to help others understand more deeply the value and POWER of group effort, kindness, love, and sharing from the heart.

We thank you for allowing us to commandeer this post in order to share this information. Please remember that there is no need for fear, and some of these changes may be so gradual as to be nearly unnoticeable. How things proceed depend not upon us, or any of your other guides or any other ships or fleets or federations.

The changes you will see depend entirely upon [consist] you; we merely offer help. [is] The deepest [common] change will come about as you develop your spirits, your minds, your souls, and understand more thoroughly how you (and we!) are all connected so intricately, delicately, and inseparably.

Please [enjoy] set or calibrate your minds to enjoy the days ahead. Take delight in your families and friends, and the surprising synchronicities you share. These lead us all closer and closer to being together.

Yours In Union,

Adrial and the Crew of Athabantian

Wow. Okay, I’ve just created a post on All About Enlightenment that provides links to the chapters in sequential order.  (At the time I’m publishing this post on STC, I’ve only got the link to the first segment in place, but I’ll go finish that post next… I hope…) You can use this list or the categories on the sidebar to read from beginning to end… the book itself was posted onto the blog site rather randomly, so if you use a search it may drive you nuts!

I’ll get busy on the e-book and videos… Anybody want to help?

Thank goodness there’s no panic… (smile)

Back to where I began with this post… I know I’ve gotten other hints about relocation, but none as clear and strong as this bit here. And I’m sure others probably have received some, too. So please feel free to share them here or on another related post, so we can compare notes. I think it might be easiest if we can keep the discussion centralized, but I don’t want anyone to feel restricted… It’s organic!

And/or, if you come across other similar discussions on sites I’m not on, I’d deeply appreciate you letting me know about it, so I can check it out.

Thanks so much to all my beloved Guides and Friends, and you!

Dream and Message from Teo’Na – 29 May 2012

Dream and Message from Teo’Na – 29 May 2012

(Ghost Radar words appear like [this]) 

I’m still experiencing a tremendous rush of creative energy, since 20 May… Although I’m keeping some odd hours, I’m still getting sleep, eating, and exercising (thankfully).

For the past several sleeps (I shouldn’t really call them “nights”, since they start at 2 or 4 in the morning…), I’ve had dreams that arose in a very peculiar way… Very intense, remote viewing and first person [fifty] blended [least] POV, and quite allegorical.

It occurred to me this morning [system] that I’m being given illustrations [full] to share with others, about what to expect in the coming times.

(I dare not say “days” or “weeks”, or even “months”! [exist vessels])

I’m also getting some incredibly clear, [paragraph] concise and to-the-point Ghost Radar messages, with similar intent. I’ll be sharing them on BUTTA (Because U Think To Ask), with commentary/translation from the Crew.

I’ve been getting such a rapid influx of info that I’m searching for a method of organizing everything so it can be found easily, without inundating Spirit Train Chronicles with posts. I hope I can get all this sorted out before I return to work on Friday, and I hope the momentum continues!

It’s so reassuring to feel that things are finally happening.

So here is the Dream from this morning:

FLYING IN THE FACE OF CHANGE – 29 May 2012

delivered to Leslee Hare by Teo’Na of Athabantos

Impromptu introductory message from Teo’Na:

Dear [present] LightWorkers of Gaia,

So many of you are doing such a wonderful job of stepping up to your opportunities to Ascend that We are also stepping up our efforts to convey information to you. You will notice many new sources of channeled material arising, and some will be through new forms of media.

Please keep your eyes, ears, minds and hearts open and alert to the unexpected, as well as the familiar.

Many of you will begin to experience more telepathy; if you desire more confidence, test yourself – you’ll know what to do.

Many of you will notice more vivid dreams; if you think their messages apply to the situations of others, please share them online (And please use TAGS so others may find them!).

Many of you will feel a certain drive and guidance when creating; follow your urges and see what Source is teaching you about yourself and the Universe through your medium of choice.

Please abandon any concerns or searches for “credibility” and “pedigree” when you come across material that’s either new or familiar. Your HEART is your only true compass/barometer/EMF detector/Richter scale/Geiger counter.

Let’s just say that we Celestial Beings experience no need to consult one another or discuss credentials before acting. Please join Us NOW – you ARE ready! Leave your out-dated and torturous hesitation-training behind.

[shallow found present use record shout walk very magic]

The dream We gave Leslee this morning describes, in caricature, a situation and possible dilemma that ALL of you who intend to Ascend will soon face. It involves some hard choices, which may lead to profound sadness.

As you read the dream, please check deep within your heart. As you feel tugged by the reactions of (and to) family and friends, prepare yourself to find that you MUST choose what to do, if they do not wish to Ascend with you.

We’ve given this Ghost Radar readout to Leslee as she types:

[fifty least system full exist vessels paragraph shallow found present use record shout walk very magic cup steel combination call look fox remain decide customs work captured dead detail captain October return tobacco window song entirely mix basket ago duty ought interest paragraph camp rear]

We will now explain the meaning, and then Leslee may begin typing the dream.

A Company of over 50 (Con)Federation Ships waits patiently in your lower atmosphere, fully prepared to spring into action with less than an hour’s notice.

The well-prepared Crew eagerly anticipate de-cloaking and beginning open communications. They currently keep themselves busy with teaching individuals who have been actively requesting their help. They accomplish this by conveying messages and teaching skills that range from channelings to writing, musical composition, dance, and, in some cases, developing “special” physical skills as endurance, levitation, and telekinesis.

Some of the Earth-citizen participants are not even fully aware that We’re  assisting them – yet.

Some of our Crew have been visiting Earth for their entire current lifetimes/embodiments, often unaware of their own origins. With the alignments of the eclipse of 20 May 2012, many dormant qualities in these people activated.

(We refer to the alignment above as the “magic steel cup combination” because this collection of Ghost Radar words best reflects the effect that the alignment had on electromagnetic and electrical forces in the area. Other forces, with which you’re not yet familiar, came into play also.)

The alignments also affected many Earth natives in similar ways. In fact, the similarities, which have been in place for about 80 years, are now so synchronous that there is not much point in trying to distinguish oneself as an Earth Native or Crew Member. So please do not distract yourself with this curiosity; it is totally irrelevant at this point.

At this point, all of you have reached the turning point where you’ll decide whether to remain on Earth primarily as a passive observer, or whether you’ll move forward as an active participant.

Some of you will be given the opportunity to relocate to vessels to continue your work; the choice is entirely yours. Some of you – even those who are not native to Earth – will decide to continue in 3D, in hopes of remaining with your loved ones and in a familiar setting. Any of  these choices are faultless; only you will know what to choose, and no one should judge another based on their decision.

We’ll explain more about possible outcomes, and the anticipated changes in Gaia, in other messages.

Transport between vessels and Earth generally occurs through portals.

You may see Scout Ships or Shuttles, but they’re not necessary. However, We know you enjoy fireworks and light shows, so we’re happy to accommodate. Many of these vessels have been designed for the sole purpose of engaging your imagination, so you might call them amusement rides or muscle cars.

(By the way, this was the purpose of the “Nazi Vril” ships – just for show. Fortunately they succeeded hugely in distracting Hitler, as well as the reverse-engineering specialists. Otherwise the outcome of the conflict you call World War II would have been much more devastating.)

These portals are quite instantaneous and may appear anywhere. Yes, there are locations which naturally lend themselves to producing portals. But that’s not a valid reason for up-rooting a family to relocate.

Above, We refer to the portals as [October return tobacco window song]. Again, We choose these words from those available in Ghost Radar: October=Universal vibrations/forces (from “octohedron”); [return tobacco]=to “return” or migrate back and forth; [window song]= the portal (or stargate, if you prefer that term) is like a window that is activated by a pattern of vibrations which you might experience as sound (“song”).

If you’d like to see an example of such a portal in the sky, Leslee managed to capture one digitally in late April, and her video helps describe how subtle they are. We also know you love “Stargates”; We hope you like the star-shaped hole in the clouds.

Remember, these portals may occur anywhere. The HAARP swirl was a particularly dramatic example of one.

(from Leslee: I’ll be the first to tell you that I never saw the portal, I was just snapping pictures… Teo’Na pointed it out to me with a vigorous pendulum swing, as I was reviewing the photos…)

The remaining words of the Ghost Radar transmission refer to the wide variety of roles available, and how many of you will choose a role that you’re familiar with, based on previous “duties”, passions, professions, activities or hobbies. This will all arise naturally and smoothly, so please relax and enjoy the ride.

That’s enough to share for now, since there are a few other things We’d like Leslee to do tonight, after she transcribes the dream.

We’ll be in contact often, whether through Leslee or other messengers. If you’d like to ask questions, please feel free to email Leslee, and We’ll do our best to answer them swiftly.

Yours in Union,

Teo’Na of Athabantos

DREAM 29 MAY 2012

I arise in the dream as myself, quite young, in my teens perhaps, and living with a family of friends or relatives in an unfamiliar place and house. It feels as if I’m adopted or perhaps in a foster home; they’ve been allowing me to stay there with them out of charity.

It seems that right before the dream began, something occurred that triggered a conflict or misunderstanding among us, and now I’ve been told to leave. I’m quite shocked and astounded, but I’m packing.

I didn’t want things to go this way, and I have no animosity towards them, but I do feel quite hurt emotionally. I think that what has happened is that I took a stand on an issue I believed in, and they disagreed, so they no longer want me in their house.

As I go into the room I’ve been sharing with a friend/sister (another young woman much like me, same age, we’ve been going to school together, etc.) and begin to gather my things, my roomate comes into the room and becomes quite aggressive with me. It seems as if she suddenly sees me as a mortal enemy.

Her words are filled with hate, and instead of allowing me to pack my things in an orderly manner, she rushes to the wardrobe and closets and begins throwing things into a pile on the floor. She goes to cabinets and shelves and grabs anything that belongs to me and throws it onto the floor, breaking many thing that are fragile, and cursing me the whole time.

Again and again, everything seems to becomes spoiled, broken, missing or incomplete… But every time I think I’ve got everything packed, something else appears. I just want to leave and get away from the anger and hostility.

At some point I find myself outside, with my things piled into and on top of an old run-down VW micro-bus. I’m trying to find the keys, and make sure I have everything.

The family comes outside, and it seems they are packing to go somewhere too. Maybe that’s why they’re so angry… maybe there’s something I’ve done that’s forcing them to have to leave as well.

What’s odd is that the yard becomes like a parade of people from my life… All my extended family, friends, colleagues, classmates, acquaintances… And everyone is angry and resentful about something.

They all pile into a caravan of vehicles, also with their belongings, and drive off. Even as they leave I can still hear them muttering and cursing me and the situation.

Eventually I get my vehicle running, and drive off…

Somehow I next appear standing alone on the dirt floor inside a huge, empty arena. It’s at least the size of a football stadium, with very tall risers that look hard and cold. Everything is a cold, hard gray.

I’m standing at one end of the arena… It seems I drove in, but once inside, my van and all my belongings disappeared. I hear heckling, and notice that the group of people I had just separated from are all huddled high up in the seats, clamoring over and around their own pile of belongings.

They look a bit like vultures perched atop a carcass… Their things are packed very compactly, as if in a crate or container: clothes, furniture, appliances, nicknacks…

I look at them, wondering why we’re all here, wondering what this place is… And then I notice that I’m not touching the ground. I’m just sort of hovering an inch or two above… I lean forward, and and gently float higher and forward.

Tentatively at first… I realize I can fly around at will, with no effort at all. My body simply goes where I wish it to. And I can go really fast, if I want to!

I begin to zip around the coliseum, in loops, flying up and down… I can feel that I’m being propelled by an energetic force that somehow connects me to the Earth. As I “buzz” the group of hecklers in the stands, they duck and watch, dumbfounded and silent.

The rush of energy is exhilarating! I notice there is a tunnel of sorts on one side of the arena, so I fly in that direction. It’s a short tunnel, leading to an arena that’s similar to the first one, but with a ceiling. I fly into it, and see that it’s empty.

The further I fly towards the middle of the new arena, I can feel the energy that’s propelling me diminish gradually, until finally I find myself once again standing on the ground. If I want to get anywhere now, I must walk. Hmm. That’s disappointing.

So I walk back through the tunnel into the first arena, and there are the hecklers still. They see that I’m not flying anymore, so they start jeering. And I begin to float again.

The more they mock me, the lighter I become, and soon I realize I can fly again. I make another loop of the arena, ad they continue to yell at me, adn I continue to fly.

I realize that the ability to fly seems to be dormant unless it’s needed; I’ll have it when I’m being attacked or persecuted, but not wen I don’t need it. I suppose that means that I’ll just have to trust that it will arise when I’m being threatened.

I feel reassured, and at that point the dream fades.

Dream/Vision 1 May 2012

How It All Ties Together
(Leslee’s dream from May 1, 2012)

I appear in the dream as if in an Middle-Eastern-looking city that’s familiar to me. A bossy old woman and a young multi-racial girl accompany me, and it seems as if it’s a sort of home-coming.

First I visit a tiny apartment in a dusty, hot, sand-colored worker district. I go from room to room, seeing how the place has changed… I close the window blinds for privacy from the nosy neighbors, and check on a little girl & a crawling baby to see how they are getting along… The place is messy, but I’ve been very busy.

I tell them I’m sorry I’ve been away and left my dear friends neglected… and they are like my children, too… I’m a man who has been away working… Their mother is dead, and the babysitter needs help…

The dream shifts…

Now I’m in an older Eastern-European city, approaching a large mansion (this is the same mansion I dreamed about twice within the last week or so). I’m still with the bossy old woman and now a little boy, but now I’m female, and apparently I’m “Leslee” again…

Once again I’m going from room to room, seeing what’s changed… I have so many memories of being small, growing up here… Why did I ever leave?

Oh… I wanted to get away and help others, and also I was bored… I knew I could come back, but I didn’t intend to be away for so long…

(Now, as I’m typing the dream, I can feel Heruka’s presence… And He shows me that the intimidating gray-haired man in earlier dream was ME: before I went into the dream of Leslee’s life… That’s why I needed to hide from him in that dream!)

I wander through old rooms, it’s a long time since I visited… There is an upper-floor room filled with reminders of experiences in other lifetimes: China, Tibet, Meso-America, North America, Egypt…

…Frozen lands, desert lands, forest lands… Lifetimes as animals, people, spirits… Lifetimes filled with power and weakness… Lifetimes spent alone and with large families, isolated and with large communities…

I fondly dust off some of the items (small carved jade Buddhas) and say my temporary good-byes again, as I prepare to leave this place once more…

In this dream, now I am the gray-haired man again, rising briefly from the dream that is Leslee’s life, to pay a visit, and to remind myself and others…

This is why Leslee’s in no hurry to go back to being the gray-haired man. That life in Telos is not what I want either, except in that life I’m wealthy and have comfortable conditions (except for the bossy lady)…

Sometimes we need to learn to set boundaries and hold fast to our aspirations in Telos, too, just like here on (surface) Earth…

In Telos there is beautiful architecture and streets of beautiful stone, lined with trees and old houses, filled with gentle people…

I’m remembering I come from a Telosian family with expectations and responsibilities… Even as leaders in a “perfect” society, we must perform roles that may become boring and tedious…

(The dream fades, and Heruka explains further, once I’m awake:)

Ascending beyond the body is the only way to escape this cycle of frustration and confusion, so we have all, at various times, agreed to try to tolerate that… Until enough of us finally agree to awaken from the dream that is Gaia (Telosian, Agarthan, or otherwise…)

Once we awaken from that dream, we will all be of the Light once more, and can rest and reflect and commune lovingly and openly again…

Once the massive shift comes, each of us will be able to decide whether we wish to begin a new series of dreams in a new world, or whether we wish to return into the light for a “while”…

There is nothing to fear because it is all truly illusory…

Our bodies and this world are a fantastic creation that we have all participated in… We have done a magnificent job of playing out our roles…

Many of us are tired of the dream, but many are still enjoying it and want to see the final outcome of the illusory “battle” between “Good” and “Evil”…

Enough of us have reached the point of exhaustion that we are about to be granted a pause in the dream… During this pause, those who wish to return to the Light will have that opportunity, and those who wish to continue to play, will be provided that option…

The re-set Game will begin once again, with a level playing field and equanimity of roles…

These days are the times in which each of us is making our own decisions about what we wish to “do” next.